Sunday, February 17, 2013

Lucy Grace- Angel Baby

I just received another email from another angel mom. and her story just.. With every email I receive, the more I am just so honored to be doing this... To be sharing this. I am so grateful for this opportunity to read and share these stories of all these beautiful angels. And I am so grateful for all the wonderful moms who have sent me their stories. What a huge blessing. Here is the story of angel baby Lucy Grace:

Hi. My name is Robyn, and I'd like to tell my story of my miscarriage.I'm a 17 year old in high school, and I had no intentions in the first place of getting pregnant. I haven't had the easiest life, and honestly, I thought this baby was a blessing from God, but I guess it was just a hoax. Anyways, I got raped, by a 20 year old on September 10th 2012. He was my best friends friend and he beat me till I could barely move and raped me. I was taken to the hospital after and he was arrested. A month later I found out I was pregnant. My due date was to be June 26th 2013. I was terrified and overwhelmed and I felt like I hit a wall. But, I warmed up to it and I was excited to be pregnant. The pregnancy had many ups and downs and tons of problems, but from what we knew the baby was healthy. I felt her move and kick. I knew her sex, if you haven't caught on she was girl. I chose her name, which is Lucy Grace. Then, the week before January 18th I was having intense stomach cramps and had some spotting, but I had no one to take me to the hospital. January 18th I had my best friend take me to the hospital, and they told me I had miscarried. They had me induced and I gave birth to a lifeless , tiny princess. She was the size of my palm. My heart was broken. Its still broken. My baby was taken away from me.. Farther along than average so I had no idea it could even happen.. I was almost 18 weeks. I still struggle with the pain, and I always will.. But, my angel will always be in my heart and I always will love her. My Lucy Grace, is the reason I'll keep on pushing on and living.
Lucy- I can feel how much your mom loves you, and I haven't even been able to meet her. But I know that you really are her world and that she loves you so much. And I bet she misses you. But just remember: you are her world. And I know that you're her guardian angel. You are missed and forever loved, Lucy!
A mother's love never dies.

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