Monday, February 18, 2013

Unknown But Forever Loved- Angel Baby

I received this email tonight and my heart has grown even more. I think as mothers, just the idea that we had life within us makes us a mother, and that love never dies. And the same goes for this lovely angel mother. I can feel her heartache and sadness through her words, and my heart breaks for this lovely angel mom. Here is her baby's story:

I'm 17 years old. My story starts last year in August, I was a virgin. I went to a party and I lost it to a friend. He was also one of my friends boyfriend. He told me bluntly the next morning that if I was pregnant to "Go to the hospital or something, and snip it" I just cried. I was so terrified. 3 weeks later the fair came to my town, without thinking, I went with some friends half way through the night I got terrible, terrible cramps. So bad I sat on the disgusting ground with my knees to my chin, crying.. Waiting for my friends to take me home. The next day I started bleeding like crazy. It was absolutely horrific.I talked to my friend who is a nurse & she thinks I had an early miscarriage. And even though I didn't even know I was pregnant, & even though i was in no way prepared to be a mommy, i miss my angel, more than anything in the entire world. & id give anything to have my baby back. I've only told my nurse friend & my bestie. I feel so completely alone. I never named my Angel.. But I love my baby with all of my heart & not a day goes by that i don't think of my angel<3 

 Sweet baby- You are forever loved and missed by your mom, and I know you will forever be her baby. You have a very special place in her heart and you will always be her child. She loves you and misses you and cannot wait to meet you at last.
A mother's love never dies.

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