I'm 17 years old. My story starts last year in August, I
was a virgin. I went to a party and I lost it to a friend. He was also
one of my friends boyfriend. He told me bluntly the next morning that if
I was pregnant to "Go to the hospital or something, and snip it" I just
cried. I was so terrified. 3 weeks later the fair came to my town,
without thinking, I went with some friends half way through the night I
got terrible, terrible cramps. So bad I sat on the disgusting ground
with my knees to my chin, crying.. Waiting for my friends to take me
home. The next day I started bleeding like crazy. It was absolutely
horrific.I talked to my friend who is a nurse & she
thinks I had an early miscarriage. And even though I didn't even know I
was pregnant, & even though i was in no way prepared to be a mommy,
i miss my angel, more than anything in the entire world. & id give
anything to have my baby back. I've only told my nurse friend & my
bestie. I feel so completely alone. I never named my Angel.. But I love
my baby with all of my heart & not a day goes by that i don't think
of my angel<3
Sweet baby- You are forever loved and missed by your mom, and I know you will forever be her baby. You have a very special place in her heart and you will always be her child. She loves you and misses you and cannot wait to meet you at last.
A mother's love never dies.
A mother's love never dies.
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